I don’t know

I’m not happy. I haven’t been happy in a while

why did I do that…

I’m crying uncontrollably right. Now I can’t do this I can’t

Just no…

3 years and 10 months

I don’t know

Today is one year since I swallowed my sleeping and depression pills and I was rushed to the hospital where I stayed for 2 days in the mental area and I was given pills and slept most of the day and I was the most miserable I’ve ever been in my life and right now I don’t feel upset I don’t feel anything but this sort of anger