Honestly, she’s starting to make me feel extremely horrible towards her. And it’s not good for me to hate you, it honestly isn’t.

Today I closed and one of the managers that I thought didn’t like me since I started working there told me I was doing a good job and I was so surprised because she honestly doesn’t give compliments like that often.

There’s a new girl that works there and it was her first time closing and she was doing a horrible job tbh. I finished both of my rooms first then I helped in the big room then we all had to help her in the other big room. Even people from other quads had to come help her.

And I’m like wtf cause I’ve been working there way longer and they still don’t give me the big room so I’m like dude I can do it. I can. I wouldn’t be closing so often if I wasn’t.

If you can’t do this let me know now.

I am so fucking tired. So extremely fucking exhausted.

I am getting worse again.. I can’t help feeling this way..

I have to stop.